
My First Visit to Hanoi and How it Changed my View of Vietnam
By Michael LaBounty
The week I spent in Hanoi was not even close to what I anticipated.
I gathered many thoughts about Vietnam over the years, having grown up watching the CBS Evening News throughout the 1960s and 1970s. The "Peace Movement" swirled all around me – in my classrooms, in social environments, and in popular culture. The discussions I was engaged in and listened to at the time were endless.
I was familiar with the anti-communist rhetoric that flooded the American landscape during the duration of the Cold War. I watched the Second Indochina War (1959-1975) bring down President Johnson and torture Richard Nixon. From my bike, after school, on my paper route, and on the weekends, I watched many B-52s takeoff and land – we lived near an active Air Force base. I always wondered which ones were going to, or returning from, the war.
Further, one of my good friend's brothers spent a tour near Đà Nẵng as a military water ski instructor at an officers' club. I listened to the stories my friend passed on, via his brother's letters. Most of these stories sounded like a vacation, as opposed to intense war duty. I also experienced the trauma of the combat death of a young man whose sister was a classmate of mine. We also attended the same church. I remember the adult conversations that followed the news of his death. They continued for months after his return and internment.
My friends and I often discussed what our individual plans might be if we were ever drafted. I eventually had my own draft card in my wallet – I was eligible for the last two drafts of the war and followed each lottery with keen anticipation. Later, in college, after watching the movie "Apocalypse Now", my views of Vietnam and its war were set in my mind. Before my arrival in Hanoi, I expected to feel at least parts of “the horror”, while in the country.
I arrived at Nội Bài International Airport, on the northeast side of Hanoi, late at night. I was taken aback a bit by how clean and modern it looked.
I departed by taxi for my hotel in downtown Hanoi, and as we left the airport, I noticed endless rice paddies as far as I could see, on either side of the road. Then there were the massive billboards, with only the names of recognized brands – Nike, Adidas, Samsung. I began to realize that I had not kept up with what was going on in Vietnam since the end of the war. For starters, I did not know Vietnam had instituted free-market reforms in 1986, also known as Đổi Mới (renovation), opening the way for commerce with the West.
I also started to become aware that I was ignorant of Vietnam's long history. Bordered by China to the north, it had broken away in the 10th century and flourished until colonized by the French in the mid-19th century. The Vietnamese resisted French domination and then Japanese occupation. It survived Japan's defeat, and then the failure of France's effort to restore its colonial empire after WWII. The United States eased into this perceived Southeast Asian vacuum. The aim was to cushion the ongoing collapse of British Empire, as well as mitigate the emergence of Communist China and the Soviet Union. Divided now into two countries in 1954, Vietnam erupted into civil war. America supported the South's struggle against the insurgent Việt Minh Front.
The next morning, I realized I could see the Red River to the north and northeast, as I looked out from my 20th-floor hotel room window. The long Red River Valley was an area of intense aerial combat between North Vietnamese and American forces during the war. I spent a good amount of time on the observation deck at the top of the hotel, where I could get a 360-degree view of the city and beyond. On the streets below, I could see a lot of moving traffic, comprised mostly of scooters and motorbikes.
I ventured out to explore the old town’s French Quarter. It was hot and humid. The streets were lively, as legions of individuals were coming and going. Many women were carrying or pushing sacks or parcels, large and small, on a flatbed bicycle or tricycle. A few were transiting by foot, some with equal loads hung at the opposing ends of shoulder-borne poles, balanced. As I walked, I understood the need for the large straw hats many locals wear. Given the heat and intense sunshine, providing your own shade is necessary at times.
The Colonial French influence in the old town was prominent. The tree-lined boulevards and colonial-era buildings and residences reminded me of Europe. I later learned that Hanoi was host to the first western universities in Indochina. A university, a medical school, and a school of fine art were established here in the first two decades of the 20th century.
Further down the street, I found a sidewalk cafe next to a French colonial house-as-restaurant. Here, large fans blew a pleasing mist towards patrons to counter the 90-plus degree, 90-percent humidity. Bottled beer was served in large buckets of ice, to combat the heat. I learned to also keep ice in my drinks, even beer to resist its warming. The food was amazing, and I'll never forget the fresh, gigantic shrimp. Some of the dishes, for which I'm still not sure what I was eating, were tasty. All in all, the atmosphere was enticing, relaxing, and quaint. I noticed a nearby couple kissing. Quite fitting.
Over time, at various sidewalk cafes or street food stands, I met up with and became accustomed to phở bò (beef) and phở gà (chicken). At one streetside vending stand, the cook even took the time to show me how to integrate the side vegetables served with these dishes, the right way.
I quickly noticed that in Hanoi, and assumed it to then be true of most of Vietnam, scooters were everywhere. Sitting in a sidewalk cafe, watching, I guessed the scooter-to-car ratio had to be at least ten-to-one. Mind you, these were not full-fledged motorcycles (I'm not sure I ever saw one). These were bona fide scooters, relatives of those I'd seen throughout the Mediterranean. To my surprise, there were many Piaggio Vespas from the 1960s and 70s. On occasion, I spotted a Lambretta or two. The older bikes looked good and were functional. There also were newer Honda, Yamaha, and Suzuki scooters.
Every intersection duplicated the start of a motocross race. "Scooterists" revved their engines in anticipation of the imminent green light. Bikes stacked ten, twenty, or thirty deep. Men, women, boys, and girls were sitting single, double, even triple – with or without extra cargo. And most wore no protection – no helmets, many wearing flip flops, some riders barefoot. (I understand that now helmets in Vietnam are mandatory for those that scoot.)
As I walked block-to-block, I was amazed at the mass of scooters zipping up and down streets, in all directions. At one intersection with five connecting streets, there were no traffic lights. I sat at a sidewalk café and watched for quite some time, the scooters maneuvering in a constant flow, in all directions, without incident. Though there were occasional instances of bikers "tooting" their horns. That said, I never saw a single accident, even the aftermath of one, during my stay.
I began to get the urge to find a Vietnamese scooter shop to find and restore a vintage Vespa for me. And then ship it back to the States.
My lone negative experience took place near my hotel. I had to explore a nearby street market which I had passed by on numerous occasions. It began pleasant enough. It was full of strange and exotic items, goods such as traditional clothing and hats, hammocks, knives, and slippers. There was an abundance of tropical fruits. The smell was also sweetly foreign, hinting at dried fruits and candies. There even seemed to be an occasional air of candle, incense, or perfume. I browsed, pondered, and poked. I also tried to do a bit of mental math as I converted đồng to dollars, dollars to đồng – without appearing to use my fingers or talking to myself.
As I ventured further into this side street market, the environment turned organic. I was moving from the clothing and knick-knack section into a food section. It was at this point that my senses went were alerted. I noticed a trough in the middle of the main thoroughfare, which now was a slopping, V-shaped walkway. I was following this trough and I could see increasing moisture ahead. Some type of drainage was seeping from both sides. There were caged chickens, rabbits, and other animals I could not identify. I wondered, is this a wet market?
Fortunately, I had a tin of curiously strong mints in my pocket, which were capable of offsetting any offensive odor. It was time to use them, as the terrible smell was overpowering.
A few steps later, I saw a chicken selected by a patron, which was then dispatched, de-feathered, wrapped, and whisked away. Yikes! In seemingly slow motion, a hose flushed remnants towards me. Then to my left, I looked and saw a meat counter, with several attending local butchers. They exclusively offered canine meat, prepared in various ways – some boiled, some roasted, some barbecued. The sizes were various too, as were the prepared cuts. There were even whole parts, of which I resist description. One could also order custom cuts, sliced on the spot. At this point, I had enough. I fled towards the light at the end of the market. I also made a note-to-self, to be more cautious as I dined out, especially among food vendors on the streets.
During my retreat, I began to ponder on my preconceived notions about Hanoi and Vietnam before I arrived, and what I was now thinking. I realized that I was losing interest in the war. I was now more curious about the present and future of Vietnam – its people, culture, and its alluring beauty.
I did have one remaining curiosity. I was told beforehand, to always barter with street merchants and vendors here, as it was a local custom, and it was expected. I did, and I was surprised at how all the people I encountered on the streets were polite and courteous, some with decent English.
As I was bartering with a local merchant, I noticed that his English was good, and he seemed more than willing to chat. So, I asked him what he thought of Americans. Smiling, he said, "I do not like America, but I like your money." Leaving, I thought about the use of military force to change the course of Vietnamese politics. Our politicians had preached the need to "change the hearts of minds" of the Vietnamese people. Yet, weren’t we ignoring a thousand years of its history, its antipathy towards China, and the failure of French colonialism? At what cost?
I did visit the infamous Hanoi Hilton (Hỏa Lò Prison), which interred American POWs. It's reduced to a third of its original size, and it is now a museum. I toured the existing cell area and saw Senator John McCain's flight suit on display. (After his jet was hit while on a bombing mission over Hanoi, he parachuted into Hanoi’s Trúc Bạch Lake, with no means of escape.) But many of the exhibits featured focused on the French colonial period. A guillotine used against local insurgents was on display, along with the many images of the prisoners executed by the French.
From this point on, as I continued to drift around Hanoi, exploring, I lost my desire to see sites related to the war. I had expected to see outdoor museums with captured American military hardware. There were several prominent ones. I knew about a neighborhood pond that held exposed remnants of a B-52 shot down during the infamous 1972 Christmas bombing campaign. And there was also Hồ Chí Minh’s mausoleum, his body on display. I skipped them all.